The struggle continues…

I keep wanting to go back to video games because I am having a hard time putting pencil to paper. How do you break down a 10 year artist block? How do you do anything? Just do it, right? But damn, there is _something_ holding my hand back.

I want to create. I have things to say. I think that I am scared that I won’t be able to do it.

So damn frustrating.

Maybe I just need to start with something simple. I think that I am setting these expectations on myself to be super fucking good at this when I haven’t practiced for a decade. That is a bit insane. Just gonna get loose and scribble around on some paper. When I have been working on art lately it feels extremely rigid. Let’s just get loose and make a mess and then see what comes out of that 🙂